It'll be here before I know it. I'm looking forward to it but I'm nervous about the drastic changes as well. My first mourning of food will come on the pre-op diet because I'll be on it during Thanksgiving. Gotta start somewhere!
I'm on this kick where I refuse to buy clothes. Since I plan on dropping weight I can't justify spending money. If I absolutely have to, I'll break down and hit the thrift store. On the other side, I don't want to buy clothes that I will wear later because I don't want to jinx myself. I'd rather wait until I need them. In the end I hope to be a size 8, but I have no idea if that's realistic or if that's where I'll end up. Exciting and scary at the same time.